My Experience with Sexual Abuse.
When I was younger, I had all this desire bottled up inside of me. It might be an odd thing to say, because well, when you're just a child, you don't really know what your body is telling you. It never really occurs to you what your body might be asking for. And I guess I could not have known to put a name to those feelings, but I was aware if them. I knew it when I watched kid TV shows and instead of having dreams of saving the world, my mind wondered to frankly basic sexual thoughts. My imagination has always been vivid if I'm being honest, and sometimes my desire to see these imaginings come through kind of outway normal thought to the consequences and fall-out of doing said things. And I guess sometimes that's okay. It's good to live out your dreams and all that. Live out your fantasasies. Sometimes it's not. In any case, at the time I just really wanted to understand what I was feeling. I'd go to the dictionary and find out the meaning of the word...